Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Dear Best Friend,
Here’s the issue. I don’t know who I am writing to. You see, I tell everyone I have so many best friends, but in all honesty, I don’t have any. I have bunches of close friends, but no friend best enough to be called a “best friend”.
I mean, I say that I have so freaking many best friends…but what is a best friend? Someone you can tell everything? Someone who makes you feel not so alone? Yeah. I don’t have that. No one knows me like a best friend should. No one makes me feel not alone…or, in other words, I do feel alone.
So many close friends. So many best friends. But not one is the best friend I wish I had.
So, um. Hi best friend? I hope that I can find you. I have many friends who I wish or hope or feel as though they are or should or could be my best friend(s)…but all of them have best friends who they are closer to. So here I am. No best friend, yet writing to a best friend.
Were I to have a best friend, this is what I would say:
Hi bestest friend ever in the world! I am so glad I have you, I don’t know where I would be without you. I am glad I can tell you everything, and I am glad you feel that you can tell me anything. I don’t think anyone else can fathom our closeness…the inside jokes *insert inside joke here*, so many crazy nights where we were just ourselves…I love you. Sososososososo much. <3 :D
But…I have no such friend. So, to my best friend…I don’t have much to say.
Your best friend,
Yours truly,
Sincerely,
Cheska C.
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